Talking bout death..

About a week ago, my father's friend passed away. So she had to back to medan (yah same as my home town..)
I dunno, a coincidence or not (I hope it is), for these past two months I have some parents's friend passed away. Lets say, my college mate's mom, then my school mate's mom, then my office mate's dad and last my hang-out friend's dad.
Weew.. I know, I know, that actually in this world, everyday, many many peoples are dead. Death always happen. Every time. Every second. But you know when it happen to people that u known, wow, it feels like death is here, near you. Besides you. It will come after you. Soon.
Aargh. Wat i was thingking about is my mom. Frankly i was kinda worried about her, then i tell my sista, but she just got mad at me and she's like
'You shuldnt told me that..Now I'm getting worried about mom..! Keep your mouth shut, sista!' (oops, sorry..well, who else am I supposed to tell this thing..??)
Okay. So I try not to think bout it, and throw away from my mind. .......
I mean throw it away to my honey's mind, and some of my bestfriend's mind..^^,
I dunno, I just kept thingking bout it for 3-4 days, though they all said...
'Your mother's fine.. Do not thingking bout that.. Just relax..'
'Well, no one can predict when the death comes after you.. It could happen to anybody..'
But some said, 'Perhaps you should come home, see your mom..' (AAARGHHH!!)

Anyway, point is..
Life's come..life's gone..
It's just a matter of time..

Begini lebih baik..mungkin..

Tembok itu semakin tinggi kini,
Memisahkan aku dan dia,
Tembok yang mungkin saja sengaja aku bangun,
Mungkin memang seharusnya begini,
Tak perlu ada yang berpura-pura atau saling menjaga,

Begini lebih baik..
:(